hungry conciousness

3 Dec

I look around Me

Its getting dark

I see more shadows

Overstating me

My face feels frozen

I can barely smile

My eyelids get heavier

As they force themselves to open wide.

Yesterday was like a nightmare

Can’t belive the reality in life itself

So I thought that

I

Could

Stay

Sleeping for

Longer

But I can’t

Hunger

Won’t let me be

These streets can’t hold me

My feet keep

Failing Me

Like

The ones who

Said they loved me.

My stomach feels non

Existent

Like it’s ready to disown itself from my body

Spill intestines out

Leak liquids….

Driping drip

Like acid rain..

Drowning every limb

Of mine

So they won’t

Look bad.

I wont let

Them enter

My nightmares

I’ll take them with

Me.

Nah

I

Really need to wake

Up

It really happened

It’s not funny

I’m not laughing

Who thinks this is

A

Joke

god!

Have mercy on

Me

I tried my best to

Do things right…

I tried soo hard

Okay I don’t go church

But I’m much cleaner than

Those that do

Is this hell?

I’m Frightened

Can i ask you one question?

Why me?

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One Response to “hungry conciousness”

  1. namelessneed December 3, 2014 at 1:08 pm #

    “I see shadows/ overstating me” my favorite line/ thanx 7 keep on

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